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sobs i just recorded an hours worth of footage and didn’t save the audacity file and now i can’t get it back and this is my second attempt at recording this and i’m coughing so bad now so i won’t be able to have decent footage i don’t want to do this i don’t know why i’m doing lps i’m terrible at this sdgdfghjghjfhjkgkhjlj

you know, i was just thinking about it. i have, almost, 200 videos on my youtube channel but i only ever get one or two views a day. so if i ever end up making it big, people are either going to go “wow she was desperate for attention” or “wow she worked hard to get where she is”

i’m guessing the first.

i need to stop watching kitchen nightmares, but it’s just so hilarious seeing these “amazing chefs/owners who know everything/who understand food and flavours” tell gordon ramsay he doesn’t know what he’s talking about and that he doesn’t understand food. 

/rolls

i hit an art funk. can’t draw for shit, can’t write for shit, can’t do anything for shit and it’s stressing me out. i feel like anything i’d attempt to do would be below sub-par and i don’t know what to do. it’s going to take me such a long time to get out of this funk and it’s really depressing me. it doesn’t help that i’ve been sick the past week and i’ve been out of the house almost every single day asfdgsdf. 

part of me can’t wait until tuesday so i can continue let’s playing. i really miss that. 

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